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lalna:

i wanna date someone and live with them in a shitty apartment but be happy about it because we are happy together and we can decorate it with stupid dorky posters of shit we like and figurines and art and we can cook weird recipes we found on the internet and eat them and watch cartoons even if the food is gross because we made it and we’re perfect

Agreed! I have seen this first hand. I was lucky enough to stay with Cornet in 2012 and visit her and her hubby and go road tripping and just be us and have fun. I love Cornet and always will, even if we don’t see each other or talk much.

She and her hubby had a very cute home and kitty and they are very hard working. They have awesome movies and collectibles and play d/d and have super nice friends. Their life isn’t easy, they both work super hard for what they have as they’re developing their careers and studies.

I was with a guy when I went to visit them and I knew within a few hours of landing….I needed to end that relationship when I got home. It wasn’t even a sliver of what they have…it was actually a lot less healthy and I realized seeing them interact….I was in a bad relationship and even if I had the appearance of being successful…I was actually really miserable and I’ll and being abused.

The absolute warmth and love and respect and welcoming I felt seeing cornet after a few years after her wedding and really only getting to know her husband during my visit….I knew. Even with so little and working so hard….they found real love and happiness, simple and wonderful. Nothing matters in the long run, as long as they’re together, and they have each others back….life is beautiful for them.

I’d like that someday. I’m working at first being OK with loving and taking care of myself. But I will always remember Coronet and her beau, because someday I would love to find someone like they did in each other.

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